You are not alone! "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. (Psalm 34:19) God has a purpose and a plan for your life. "For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, they are plans for good and not disaster, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11) We were never promised a "rose garden", but Jesus did ask the Father to protect us in this world,
not that we would be exempt from hardships. You are not unique in your struggle
against this world, "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." (Ephesians 6:12) We have a great crowd of witnesses cheering us on from heaven friends! Those who have gone before us and who exampled to us the martyred life in Yeshua! We must resolve that
God is always GOOD, because greater trials will continue to come. If we don't reconcile His unwavering goodness in our hearts, we shall certainly have a crisis of faith, that we may not be able to spring back from. We must be careful that we do not Love God because of all of the magnificent blessings He continually bestows upon us, His Beloved Bride, but because we have vowed within our hearts, that we will love Him, no matter what comes! His love for us is unconditional and so ours ought to be for Him. However, because He is the only perfect One, I don't know that we are capable of doing loving Him unconditionally, though we may try. Though He does tell us in His Word, "Be Holy, for I am Holy" and "That He has given us everything we need for Godliness." The only thing we have, that will never pass away, is Him. We can have Him for eternity, but we must BELIEVE on Him! For He IS the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. The I Am that I Am!
In these days, I truly feel grateful to just be alive. To wake up each day, to greet the Lord and enjoy His goodness. We must continually search out our minds and our hearts to make sure that we are living a righteous Godly life. One that He would be pleased with. He is our greatest champion, but we must live our lives for Him, doing things His way, for His glory! He desires such deep intimacy with us, but we have sinned against Him and played the harlot. (Ezekiel 16:28) We have a history of idol worship and we have served pagan gods, and it breaks our Father's heart! Instead of turning to Him, we have turned to the gods of this world. The pain within our depths is too great for us to face without the knowledge of the love of God. Our adversary always wants to keep us out of this knowledge of His never-ending Love. For if we know His Love, it will change everything. This knowledge appropriated to our lives will lead us on the path of fulfilling our destinies, and the enemy is shaking in his boots! He is a defeated foe and he just makes a lot of noise. We must lean into God today for all that we need to see happen for our lives. We must not give up on the dreams God has placed within our hearts.
We all need a support system to bring our dreams to pass. Pray in Godly trustworthy people into your lives to be accountable to, and to encourage. To walk together in humility and unity. To cheer one another on in your mutual dreams which God has strategically placed in your hearts for "Such A Time As This!" Don't let your fleshly lusts steer your life, rather surrender this all to God, so that He can "work out your salvation with fear and trembling." Let's hold onto the Holy One, our Beloved Yeshua, "the author and finisher of our faith." Let's "humble ourselves before the Lord and He will lift us up." (Higher and higher).
Many of us, want to run away from emotional pain, because honestly we don't really know how to deal with it. All that God asks, is that we would be real before Him. That we would not have a mask on in His presence. That we would cry out, "Abba" (Daddy), and release our independence to Him. This way, He can give us all the help we need. This is His desire, to be our Daddy! May we all get to know Him as Daddy today, and receive His love into our hearts. This is a critical necessity for us all. We must get to the place where we understand His Love for us has nothing to do with our performance, but that we simply are His beautiful creation made to be in a Love relationship with Him, For He loves us so! "Father, please help us today to grab hold of your love and never let go! Take us all the way on this journey called Life, and make us all what you have always desired for us to be! In Yeshua's Holy and Magnificent Name, Amen!"